"Though the fig tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines, though the olive crop fails and the fields produce no food, though there are no sheep in the pen and no cat...tle in the stalls, yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will be joyful in God my Savior" (Habakkuk 3:17-18,
NIV)
I was feeling a little down today and ran across this scripture that gave me a little bit of encouragement. Although I am not a perfect
Christian, I strive to do the best that i can. I know i make mistakes, however have never realized how great my faith is. I can go to God in prayer WHENEVER I feel the need. There is no woman or man on earth that I can say that about. No
relationship I have ever been apart of that is so powerful. My God truly speaks in actions and brings to light the saying "Actions speak louder than words."
In the last few years, I have been through so much and know there are great things destined for me. I just have to put forth the effort and never give up on the wonderful life I have been granted. God is good... however he has also given us free will. Good things come to those who wait, however waiting aimlessly produces no results.
In closing. I am thankful for my hard times because the make me stronger. I rejoice in the Lord when things just don't seem like they can get better.... for I know that the someday will.
~KP
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Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Rejoice
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Be Patient With Me.
At any given moment
of any given day
There are SO many things I worry
about
And so many things I must
complete
Be Patient with me while I am
learning to live
Learning to love
Loving to Live
Embracing my faults…
There must be a level of
commitment
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Sometimes it is hard to maintain
Be Patient with me while I am
learning to live
I am making my self a better
woman.
I strive to be a valuable asset to
Everyone in my life
Be patient with me as I am learning
to live
I think about my future and what it
entails
I wonder how the pieces will fit
together.
Be patient with me as I am learning
to live
As I struggle to determine my
destiny, I realize how great I will be.
Just be patient with me as I am
learning to live
~ 2/24/2008
Dream About Me
My lustrous smile and
Designer influenced style…
Dream about me
The twinkle in my eye and
Roundness of my thighs….
Dream about me
The complexity of my mind and
Ohhh how I'm so kind….
Dream about me
The way I love you down and
Sweeten up your frown….
Dream about me
Soul dripped into your meals
Kisses from your forehead to your
heels….
Dream about me
My sexy lingerie
After a long and intense
day….
Dream about me
The way I rub your back and
Keep your love on track….
Dream about me
Personal Reflections
Personal Reflections.... me and my girls would have a good time discussing topics via email to pass the time at work!
Here are a couple of my favorites!
~~~~~~
What do you
relish without restraint? When you feel guilty about
pleasure, whose voice do
you hear in your head? How could you allow
yourself to enjoy more of life
guilt-free?
I relish the time i get to spend with family and CLOSE
friends... quality times filled with lots of laughs, memorble events, and NO
DRAMA! As well as the good talks we get to have when we are too busy too get
together! When I feel guilty about a pleasures that i KNOW im not supposed to
indulge in (lust and drinking and actin a fool) I definately hear my own voice
tellin my self "u know this aint right." Even more so, being a christian i hear
religous influence and it makes me feel SUPER gulity about encourageing those
things!!! If its something as simple as a piece of cake, i hear myself sayin
"maybe friut will be better for my sweet tooth!" Living as guilt free as
possible is defantely encouraged by living more "christ like" as well as living
a spiritually, mentally, and socially healthy and fulfilling
lifestyle!!!
~~~~~
"I gave myself up so completely to present desires
and pleasures that I
had no energy to waste on mere wishful thinking."
--Simone de Beauvoir
I see it as meaning, i surrendered SO MUCH into
my wants and needs (relationships we want, goals we have, lust we have, etc)
That the thoughts of them no longer put a sparkle in my eye :( Because i was so
engulfed in those immediate things, I had no energy to think about even better
rewards that I could aim for.
I can defenately apply that! working so
hard to get some immediate needs out of the way, when it comes time to think
about the future i get LOST at times and it frustrates 1) to see how much
further i have to go, and 2) that the things i am doing are controlling my mind
and my time not giving me time to thing about the bright side nor getting the
opp to think about things I WANT!!!!!
Here are a couple of my favorites!
~~~~~~
What do you
relish without restraint? When you feel guilty about
pleasure, whose voice do
you hear in your head? How could you allow
yourself to enjoy more of life
guilt-free?
I relish the time i get to spend with family and CLOSE
friends... quality times filled with lots of laughs, memorble events, and NO
DRAMA! As well as the good talks we get to have when we are too busy too get
together! When I feel guilty about a pleasures that i KNOW im not supposed to
indulge in (lust and drinking and actin a fool) I definately hear my own voice
tellin my self "u know this aint right." Even more so, being a christian i hear
religous influence and it makes me feel SUPER gulity about encourageing those
things!!! If its something as simple as a piece of cake, i hear myself sayin
"maybe friut will be better for my sweet tooth!" Living as guilt free as
possible is defantely encouraged by living more "christ like" as well as living
a spiritually, mentally, and socially healthy and fulfilling
lifestyle!!!
~~~~~
"I gave myself up so completely to present desires
and pleasures that I
had no energy to waste on mere wishful thinking."
--Simone de Beauvoir
I see it as meaning, i surrendered SO MUCH into
my wants and needs (relationships we want, goals we have, lust we have, etc)
That the thoughts of them no longer put a sparkle in my eye :( Because i was so
engulfed in those immediate things, I had no energy to think about even better
rewards that I could aim for.
I can defenately apply that! working so
hard to get some immediate needs out of the way, when it comes time to think
about the future i get LOST at times and it frustrates 1) to see how much
further i have to go, and 2) that the things i am doing are controlling my mind
and my time not giving me time to thing about the bright side nor getting the
opp to think about things I WANT!!!!!
Does Love Exist???
I believe that love exist, however its infatuation with the thought of being in
love that we sometimes get caught up in as humans.... Thats y its so hard to
fall in love the RIGHT way with a person, because we are so in LOVE with being
in LOVE and In love with the action and not the being when it comes down to
it!
Love, means too many things too list... All the
superficial things that EVERY ones knows! Love is definately unconditional,
special, sensual, joyful, exotic, shared, given, recieved, ignored, jealous,
happy, sad, relentless.... CRAZY etc etc etc!
~Written in 2006... and I still fully agree! MUST expound upon this however!
love that we sometimes get caught up in as humans.... Thats y its so hard to
fall in love the RIGHT way with a person, because we are so in LOVE with being
in LOVE and In love with the action and not the being when it comes down to
it!
Love, means too many things too list... All the
superficial things that EVERY ones knows! Love is definately unconditional,
special, sensual, joyful, exotic, shared, given, recieved, ignored, jealous,
happy, sad, relentless.... CRAZY etc etc etc!
~Written in 2006... and I still fully agree! MUST expound upon this however!
Sweet anticipation
Sweet anticipation and
warm appreciation
of
being with you make my
coldest nights warm
and burning with
desire
My lonliness... non exsistant
From thoughts and memories of
you
You are the one that satisfies me
Your mind
Your body
Your
spirit
Stimulate
My mind to open
Stimulate
My spirit to
induldge
Stimulate
My body to awaken
The membrance of your kiss...
like no other
Soft
Long
Tender
Tingling
Warm
Just subtle
thoughts of your caress fuel my untamed arousal reminding me that
Desire
drives me
my lusts shamelessly own me.
I`ve tasted the forbidden
fruits and
Suffer passion`s hungar
I thurst for indesgression and
am
overwhelmed by the
scent of sweet serenity`s mist
Emitted from the
beauty of love
Lonley days drenched with
nectar dripped from pure
indulgence...
I shun
Unavoidable nights extended by
extacy laced
solitude
I beg to cease
Restless and unnerved by my immoral cries
I
demand the drowning of
Lover`s woe and Sacrifice my purity
Unvieling and
mortalizing fantasies... of my anticipated acceptance of you
Copyright
©2001,2005
In the Grass
In the grass
The grass is forever entangled
With limbless
whispering creatures
Of the dark
Slithering…
sliding…
Closer… closer… closer…
At your side…
Learning
life from you…
Using his tools against you…
Living
vicariously through you
Thanking you…
Helping
you…
Smiling at you…
Laughing with you…
His skin
crawls underneath
In the shadows of you glow
Psss…
Pssssss… Psss
Flickering tongue red as blood with
deceit
Lifeless eyes green as money with envy
Your serpent prays
to his maker for your downfall
This particular creature plants
seeds of destruction
As landmines
And devours moments of
contentment
Filling them with dread and fear of consequence
Only
to slither away head high
Laying dormant until times of pure
pain
And genuine loss
They are seen but not heard until
exodus is presented
Keeping friends close
and
enemies closer is a task
when the Diablo in
disguise…
the wolf in sheep’s clothing
the snake in angels
gowns
are lurking
defend yourself
build inner
strength
stay educated
The grass is forever
entangled
with limbless whispering creatures
Of the
dark
Copyright ©2005
The grass is forever entangled
With limbless
whispering creatures
Of the dark
Slithering…
sliding…
Closer… closer… closer…
At your side…
Learning
life from you…
Using his tools against you…
Living
vicariously through you
Thanking you…
Helping
you…
Smiling at you…
Laughing with you…
His skin
crawls underneath
In the shadows of you glow
Psss…
Pssssss… Psss
Flickering tongue red as blood with
deceit
Lifeless eyes green as money with envy
Your serpent prays
to his maker for your downfall
This particular creature plants
seeds of destruction
As landmines
And devours moments of
contentment
Filling them with dread and fear of consequence
Only
to slither away head high
Laying dormant until times of pure
pain
And genuine loss
They are seen but not heard until
exodus is presented
Keeping friends close
and
enemies closer is a task
when the Diablo in
disguise…
the wolf in sheep’s clothing
the snake in angels
gowns
are lurking
defend yourself
build inner
strength
stay educated
The grass is forever
entangled
with limbless whispering creatures
Of the
dark
Copyright ©2005
THINK IT... PLAN IT.. EMBRACE IT... CLAIM IT...
Our thoughts determine our destiny...
Food for thought...
You get
what you think about, whether you want it or not.
If you everyday
thoughts are consumed with all of the negative aspects of life, then you will
sow negative life! The "secret" is to negate those thoughts and get it
POSITIVE!!
Our thoughts determine our destiny...
Some say that
this idea is the secret to life! As human's we often want, but do not THINK
about placing ourselves on the next level. Instead we surround ourselves with
all the negative and bad ideas of our surroundings! In effect, these thoughts
hold us back!
If you want to better yourself THINK IT... PLAN
IT.. EMBRACE IT... CLAIM IT...
Example:
a.) I hate my body and
need to loose weight!
b.) However you never embrace your body as
beautify and pledge to do everything you can to make it a healthier place for
you soul to dwell!
a.) I need a new job!
b.) However you don't do
what it takes to learn the process, and make the connections you should to take
it to the next step!
a.) I hate the way my life is going!
b.)
However you never once thanked the lord for what he has given you and embraced
the blessings you have been given thus far!
We will never be
what we want if we do not embrace who we are! Life is mind over matter! We
attract negative because we WANT it there! Positive enters our live through
positive outlets! the only way to open those outlets is to make room and think
positive!
Personally, I AGREE! All these years I have been striving and
living in a manor that ATTRACTED certain aspects that were not appealing to the
way that I want to live my life! Now that I have opened my perspective and
become thankful for who I am... I have lived fairly drama free! I only want to
be successful.. Not in a Carnal way, but I such a manor that I can say that I am
happy.
Food for thought...
You get
what you think about, whether you want it or not.
If you everyday
thoughts are consumed with all of the negative aspects of life, then you will
sow negative life! The "secret" is to negate those thoughts and get it
POSITIVE!!
Our thoughts determine our destiny...
Some say that
this idea is the secret to life! As human's we often want, but do not THINK
about placing ourselves on the next level. Instead we surround ourselves with
all the negative and bad ideas of our surroundings! In effect, these thoughts
hold us back!
If you want to better yourself THINK IT... PLAN
IT.. EMBRACE IT... CLAIM IT...
Example:
a.) I hate my body and
need to loose weight!
b.) However you never embrace your body as
beautify and pledge to do everything you can to make it a healthier place for
you soul to dwell!
a.) I need a new job!
b.) However you don't do
what it takes to learn the process, and make the connections you should to take
it to the next step!
a.) I hate the way my life is going!
b.)
However you never once thanked the lord for what he has given you and embraced
the blessings you have been given thus far!
We will never be
what we want if we do not embrace who we are! Life is mind over matter! We
attract negative because we WANT it there! Positive enters our live through
positive outlets! the only way to open those outlets is to make room and think
positive!
Personally, I AGREE! All these years I have been striving and
living in a manor that ATTRACTED certain aspects that were not appealing to the
way that I want to live my life! Now that I have opened my perspective and
become thankful for who I am... I have lived fairly drama free! I only want to
be successful.. Not in a Carnal way, but I such a manor that I can say that I am
happy.
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